1. |
(Grow)th
02:15
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{Grow}th
Everything I do is for growth...
My music is for those who are searching to evolve as an individual...
The reason why I named this album val{you}
Was because I wanted to create an album
That defined my own journey to finding my own self
Valyou…
I spent a lot of time in solitude finding myself to create this
How are you able to be strong in your own faith
If you are unable to pinpoint what you val{you}?
How can you know yourself without knowing what you val{you}?
And once you find those things, ask yourself
Is that who you really wanna be?
I had to redefine my reality...
I had to redefine my identity...
Val{you} (echoes)
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2. |
A Player's Confession
04:04
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ShayJToday ( Verse 1)
I never knew the damage I was doing/
And the pain I left brewed in /the women I'm pursuing/
So Caught up in the race /and the thrill of the chase/
Treating temples like abandoned building windows/
Broken glass in their mentals/
All because I thrived off thirst/
I never knew the pain / after I got hurt /
And what's worse?/
The signals that I send are like a curse/
Hurting women when I only had good intentions/
Who do I blame/
My cousins that taught me the game/
Make em feel like they got a chance/
Cats to a string?/
And you'll never give them anything/
Its The man code/ to treat these women like they indispensable/
That what they teach us growin up/
Use em /discard em /get money disregard em/
Its crazy how emotions always seem to come in autumn/
My game was like a hand where all the ladies seem to fall in./
They head like luster's/
(lust her) in pink as my oil Moisturizes her temple/
But I didn't know the address/
Sad to know her neighbor's next door is where I knocked next/
Used to take it in stride now I confess/
Chorus
(2x) I used to take it in stride now I confess
I used to take it in stride
It made me feel alive
But now I
Gotta let it all die/ this is a player's confession
(Scratches)
The Girls don't know me from Jack/Yet I feel like the mack (2x)
I never knew the damage I was doing and the pain I left brewed in the women I'm pursuing/
One day somebody told me love is pain/
Never understood but yet when time progressed it came/
As I came,/
From within, in between/
Right within/
Where life begins/
Is that a sin/
We used to be friends but now its just broken ends/
To the core/A dry throat without some water to hold/
Man I don't wanna be a player no more/
But its hard as hell to stop when all your homies are hoes/
And snatching women is the only thing they want to indulge/
The gift of gab is evidence of all the power you hold/
And the ladies don't believe you when u try to be innocent/
Cause they can tell you got it by the way you reel the women in/
Caught up in this game of manipulating brains/
And it started when I first seen my cousins running trains/
On the neighborhood chick/
I wonder who she is/
Back then we was young kids tryna get it in/
So--young and naïve/to the pain they received/
Seeing ones of the opposite sex as objects
I confess/
Chorus
(2x) I used to take it in stride now I confess
I used to take it in stride
It made me feel alive
But now I
Gotta let it all die/ this is a player's confession
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3. |
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(Verse 1)
He was just a kid with a dream
But no body believed
I put my art in these pages but they ain't
Feelin my artistry
Emotions is lacking in these days so its
Hard to see
My life in these verses
Every word is a part of me
But they can't see
Vacancies is the reason they disbelieve
But in his heart and mind is where the dreams lie latently
Creating reality from what you thought was make believe
From turning the make-believers to people who may believe
The kid with a dream
(chorus)
He was just a kid with a dream
He was just a kid with a dream
Nobody believed
But he was just a kid with a dream
(Verse 2)
He was just a kid with a dream
In the hood he was relegated
Where niggas diss niggas
Just because you speak educated
Too nerdy for real niggas to real for the nerds
So respect only came from those who can see through the blurs
Had a way with the words
But nobody concurred
So he used nouns and verbs
To write the pain that occurred
And the struggles he seen
Just a miniature teen
Painting a ghetto picture of
What was yet to be seen
Just a kid with a dream
Born in a pot to piss in
With visions of optimism
A shit was never known to be given
No heavens in the ghetto for creations of geppetto
Ash risen a phoenix still rises out of that meadow
Of broken glass bullet holes liquor stores now-and-laters
Condom wrappers full of future
Cocaine, crack vapors
Fresh J's Cadillacs
6-4's get the paper
It's hard to be greater when he was only just a kid with a dream
(chorus)
He was just a kid with a dream
He was just a kid with a dream
Nobody believed
But he was just a kid with a dream
(Verse 3)
Is It me /Is It me
Or is it that I feel I'm getting closer to my dreams that i believe
Bound to take over the world like monopoly
Slowly turning my visions to self made prophecies
Feel it in my spirit that this rap is where i'm bound to be
Lacking sleep
And i'm working so hard that I forget to eat
I care less about the money and the fame
I just wanna make sure that my family's staight before
I reach heaven's gates
Send me a plate of wings
Cornbread, rice, and alice rolle's baked beans – unh
Soul food – I need it where I'm goin
If I hit the mainstream I know the water's barely flowing
Plus it tainted – similar to love on false pretenses
Even the smallest sip could leave a nigga senseless
We all sin but i'm just tryna trandscend dimensions
Reaching my zen through my purest extensions
In my dreams
(chorus) (4x)
He was just a kid with a dream
He was just a kid with a dream
Nobody believed
But he was just a kid with a dream
You got dreams, you got dreams (6x)
If you got dreams go out and get it
Cause if you won't shit i'm with it
Let's get it
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4. |
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[Intro: ShayJToday]
Splack pack
Them daaaamn dogs
95 South
69 Boyz
Jam pony
That's the shit i grew up on
That real down south shit
Just thought it be right, to take it back, check it out
[Chorus 1: Big Nics]
Layin' low, chillin' with the bros
You know how it goes
Flippin flows, call over some hoes
Tell em' bring some mo'
Layin' low, chillin' with the bros
You know how it goes
Flippin' flows, call over some hoes
Tell em' bring some mo'
[Verse 1: ShayJToday]
Life's a bitch don't eat her out from da back
Might as well get all you can out of that
Would shout my city out but I'm barely home
Cell phone on roam, when you be on that road
Call up my dawgs and then
Call up some brauds
I bet you expecting me to rhyme with manage'
Shall I continue?
Sharp as a ginzu now I'm off to the venue to find things to get into
With da click vibin
Them drinks in hand
Dominoes on that night stand
Bowls and dutches blunt guts and slushies
E&J in my right hand
I got a cup filled with that liquid
Pass the blunt I won't hit it
Still livin' life off a natural high
But Best believe I still get lifted
Cause In-tel-lec-tu-al conversations
They seem amazing
When you hella faded
Entertaining when they smokin' the In occasion
Mind of a rich man, lungs of a Jamaican
My inhibition totally risen
Judgment with No pun intended
Pretty nigga lookin' for a coefficient
I can take to the room and
Make a deep incision cause
[Chorus 2: Big Nics]
Niggas talk about ballin'
Car engine still stallin'
Asked my homie what da lick read
He said shit dawg I can't call it
We just modulatin some ganga blazin'
Contemplatin'
Soul amazin'
Nat-u-ral highs
Keep me passin' the times
And I'm just livin' my life
Livin' my life
Say I'm just livin' my life
Livin' my life
[Verse 2: ShayJToday]
Back on the scene
Crispy and kreme (cream)
Bitches wanna intervene when they see us on the scene
Chillin with my team
Tryin to gain green
Stay away from the fake I'm allergic to gangreen they call me
The top notch nigga
Hopscotch nigga over every other rapper that u said hot nigga
Say it ain't so nigga why not nigga
Gotta lay low so I can't blow the spot nigga
So Wu-Tang wit it
Wu-Tang wit it
Snapback no fitted now we all finna get it
Just another day
Same mouth different titty
Ridin 95 south and I almost got a ticket
Cause da music real loud and I'm speeding past the limit
You don't want problems when twelve get up in it
I just wanna chill with a couple bad bitches
And do hoodrat shit with my friends, GET IGNANT'
Please just let me meditate
I just wanna reach a better state
Let my mind move so free through the air just like a featherweight
I'm tryin to call Mayweather plays can't hit the strip club with financial aid
Chi city said get money get paid
But a young nigga tryna get laid, ayyyeeee
[Chorus 2: Big Nics]
Niggas talk about ballin'
Car engine still stallin'
Asked my homie what da lick read
He said shit dawg I can't call it
We just modulatin some ganga blazin'
Contemplatin'
Soul amazin'
Nat-u-ral highs
Keep me passin' the times
And I'm just livin' my life
Livin' my life
Say I'm just livin' my life
Livin' my life
[Chorus 1: Big Nics]
Layin' low, chillin' with the bros
You know how it goes
Flippin flows, call over some hoes
Tell em' bring some mo'
Layin' low, chillin' with the bros
You know how it goes
Flippin' flows, call over some hoes
Tell em' bring some mo`
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5. |
Smooth Sailing
01:47
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[Verse 1]
I’m trying to change the game the same way that I change flows
Maintain but still stay the same when the chains glow
In the Range Rove eating plantains and mangoes
Wishing for the days wearing stains on plain clothes
Fantasizing about Crushin’ on dames and Jane-does
My game goes deeper than most of these lames though
Hope the fame won’t take me away from my main goals
In the slow lane praying for all of my main foes
Who wish me slain but from grits to grain my reign glows
The pain is the symbol of stains on windows
In the church where the lord gave me passion to gain growth
And I know
One day I’ll look back and say “dang bro?”
We made it through the reign of the game album in stores
Sold out shows in Bulgarian area codes
Songs spreading like West African malaria though
But for now I’m just trying to be heard and exposed
My pops was the first in Palm Beach to ride out on trus and vogues
So a trendsetter’s what I am supposed
To be on these beats, from these city streets
Stomping grounds H ave 27th where I be
Chillin on south beach with the M.I.Animals
Eating up beats like New Age Cannibals
Had to learn the hard way I can’t make it alone
So now I pick up the phone to call my family from home
Sometimes you gotta roam to come back to acknowledge what you’ve known
And I was just a rolling stone
Looking deep within me to build my eccentricity so I can
Simply be the best that I can be….PALM BEACH
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Verse 1 (ShayJToday)
I got my nikes on
The day's young so i'm tryna make the night long
Shawty swing my way and sang tonight's song
Me an you, ya momma and ya cousin too
Chillin on the avenue sippin liq and brew
Bring the dominoes out you already know
Jean gibraud's collar polo's you know the clothes
Catch me chillin on the corner with the old folks
Lil kids on the porch with the roller skates
Uncle john tryna steal the last piece of cake
Damn grandma why I can't fix my own plate
Paycheck came late but my rent straight
Niggas watchin on the block tryna perculate
In the city where that white girl might be worth the weight
Meanwhile i'm lookin in the sky
Searching through the universe for a spiritual high
I try and catch it sometimes
But only when I'm in the proper frame of mind
Asking simple questions like who am I?
When will it be my time to shine?
Waiting for the day I see my stars….aligned
(Chorus)
It's just a day in the life (2x)
A day in my life (my life)
It's just a day in the life (2x)
A day in my life (my life)
It's just a day in the life (2x)
A day in my life (my life)
It's just a day in the life (2x)
A day in my life (my life)
Verse 2 (ShayJToday)
Driving to the beach
Turning off my phone so when I zone I'm out of reaching
Pulling out the battery
Sometimes you gotta get up out cha circle just to see
How your surroundings really be
Sipping on this hennessy
While drifting off to the pharcyde
Never panic when surrounded by the sounds of the atlantic and a beautiful mind
Feels like heaven as long as I got by them by my side
Let's ride (echoes)
(Verse 3) El Camino
Sun roof shining
My plan on life, defining
Negative shit dying
Lord arms wrapped around me
So i'm never feelin cold
In this life I should never fold
Smoke swirls the dro'
In the air so beautiful
As my mind grow
In my own lane vibin
My soul never dyin, I'm never sighin
I'm in too deep
It's my time man, that's how I feel
But I know lord got a plan home
Happy playin in the sand lonely
Keep focused on ya plan homie
Is what I say on the daily
Prayin while I walk / side talk
People think i'm crazy but I know i'm not
I'm just chillin in the world, vibin with baby girl
No stress just happines
It's a day in the life
(Chorus)
It's just a day in the life (2x)
A day in my life (my life)
It's just a day in the life (2x)
A day in my life (my life)
Verse 4 (Kairo)
There ain't no victory in misery
That's why some company's negativity be killing me softly
You either want it or you just thinking see
I work hard hit the bank check account balance and
Deposit then I ride
Studio and vibe
Thankful for this life but some homies ain't survive
That's how it is but I'm gratefgul
I even got a plate full
Of food I can take home
Good moods I display so
My crew get them pesos
The bleau that's my main home
Some brews and we blaze those
A day another motivation
New experience another statement
So what you waitin for?
Another ride just to take a toll
Let the sun pass/ and take control
Of the drive
Because another day in the life should be
Another day in the light, right?
Chorus
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7. |
Oral Dissertation
03:30
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He unlocks the door before she walks in
She seems tense/ he
Tells her to relax as he lights an incense
Little does he know the woman's defenseless
Overwhelemed by his presence and his gift...of gab
Something she never had cause she never had the best relationship with her dad
It throws her off guard
He finds her to be so far from these other brauds
Pulls out scented oils as he offers a massage
Instantly her mind undergoes a barrage
She already knows that he knows she's in charge
There goes the pause…
One foot slips out of her heels
A clear indication shits about to get real/ sex appeal
But nobody identifies it's /in both of their eyes
Elements of mystery combined with the surprise
From the inner thighs
Never a lack of trust
Until the prophylactic bust
But for right now it's just lust
No strings attached, unh, two moths to a flame
Imagine that/from the brain
THC to a cataract
Reverse cowboy hope you riding saddleback
Thoughts running throught he both of their minds
Playing 100% Ginuwine track 9, / minus 5
Haha…
In mid massage, she, turns to her side
Gives him a deep look into his eyes
Smiled then asked him what was really on his mind
Shit, you know the role…
Only testing to see if his honesty will expose his inner glow
The feelings mutual
Speaking too soon may interrupt the flow
You know...it's something beautiful
But better when it's never explained and only shown
Her final request a demonstration…
As he delivers/the oral dissertation
Class...is in...session…
Or should I say sex-tion
What's your selection…
Critical clitoral testing…
Abreast affection…
A succulent suggestion…
Hmm...any questions?
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(Verse 1)
Sippin wine slow/
Up late night playin music on my stereo
Tryna let go
Thinkin bout you/ and all the things that I couldn't say to your face so
I write it in a song/
Used to be mad like
What the hell did I do wrong
All I can do is miss you
I left with issues
Knew it wasn't really real love
But in the end it all started with you
I wanna be friends
But I don't wanna be the loose end on the phone while he doing you in
I guess its my pride
I done had it happen to me too many times to fall victim to a line
That a woman gives when she still wants a man for comfort
While another nigga flippin up her prom skirt
Using me emotionally while another uses her physical just to get a mental blow
It still fucks with me though
Please don't Place me on your mantle piece
I'm one heartbreak away from a wilderbeast
Speaking poison into a woman’s mind
Just to hit her from behind just
And to only realize at the end of the night
I'm still alone
Going through my phone
Temporary thrill doesn't feel right when you wake up with no soul....
I know its cold/but sip the wine slow
Lookin out the window at the skyline
Waitin for the day that she could be mine
But all I have are these rhymes in a piece of mind…
(3x)I guess it wasn't time....I guess it wasn't time...
It' was all just a lie...damn
(Verse 2)
Even me saying it wasn't love is a lie
My ego wouldn't let me give another try/so I
Convinced myself that it was over
Knowing that my heart would only grow warmer
I wanna call you and tell you how I feel
But I know that on the real it will only hurt never heal
(2x)That's how I feel
I say I wanna spend my life without you
But I keep having dreams about you...
I keep thinking about you...(
Holding in everything I feel about you
Without you
The best relationship I ever had
Even though the good didn't outweigh the bad...
And the battles that I cannot define
Between my heart and my mind
And its all intertwined
And I know my heart could never win...
Cause I don't know where it is
Hard to love another chick if her name ain't music...
Ain't that some funny shit
My pride wouldn't let me forgive
And now I have nothing else to give
I guess It is what it is
I need my salvation
It took patience for me to reach this revelation
(4x)Revelation Revelation
(2x) Wish I could go to court and appeal
For my feels
Cause my heart still ain't heal
Just to keep it real
(Verse 3)
I'm haunted by these good memories
That keep on dwindling
In my mind
Leaving me blind
Caught in this bind
But can I unwind
Unavailable but please leave a line
Right after the beep
The soil is deep
My heart is on gridlock and she got the key
In my past hidden deep
Insecurities
Can I just flee? Thats what I'm known to do
But maybe i'm a little too grown to do
It's hard when your defense is on the fence
Every time that one person is alone with you, but
I didn't love myself
How could I love someone else
Hard to appreciate from the gate when I can't
Think of no one above myself like...
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9. |
The Letter
04:27
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(2x)
This goes out to you
This goes out to you
This goes out to you, you and you…
(Verse 1)
I often reminisce about the time
When I was yours and you were still mine
It runs through my mind
Up and down the streets of 13th as I drive
Sometimes
I often wonder if you were the one
And if the decision I made was dumb
I look my fellow peers in the eyes
I tell them what happened they ask why
I'm fighting back the tears before I cry
Sitting on a bench as I look into the sky
But I know
Relationships is all about growth
If the water runs dry then it dies
I came to be the farmer…
I used my greenthumb to replenish the roots
And shake the dirt loose to show the armor
Of my karma-unh
I love you like my mama
Wish you happiness and pray nobody ever harms ya
And you still a sweet soul
Don't ever let nobody in this world tell you that you not beautiful
Although you may not feel it on the inside
Hold ya chin up/hang onto ya pride
I let it go to alleviate the sacrifice
That love makes when we tryna find our paths in life
But at the same time I feel like a hypocrite
Because my love for rap made me do the same shit…
I feel like it would hinder our potential
You with your career and me over instrumentals
Memory pictures flash back into my mental
As I blast the Jackson 5 and reminisce the good times
For you I knew that it would take a little longer
But I knew without me you'd be twenty times stronger
Unh—you taught me how to live
And life is a gift and that gift I shall...give
I learned many lessons
I guess it's my time to reciprocate
And bring you back your blessings yah mean
(Chorus)
To you I write this letter
To you I write this letter
I hope it makes you feel better
To you I write this letter
And you I write this letter, unh, yo
To you I write this letter
To you I write this letter
I hope it makes you feel better
To you I write this letter
And you I write this letter, unh
(Verse 2)
I know it's been a while
Since I made it home
And sometimes when you call I might miss the phone
Its not intentional
But when ya on your own
So much going on you gotta focus on
I love every one of y'all the same
Aunties uncles, cousins, sisters and brothers man
I can't wait for the day that I go back
Sit up on the porch and talk about this and that
Genuine love is what I lack
And family is the thing that I know to bring it back
It's kinda like a frozen rose
It looks alive on the outside
Inside, metaphorically it dies
To my bro K-rio I know its kinda hard
Tryna live ya life right and keep a steady job
I put ya name in the song to keep you headstrong
Cause I know its tough not to end up doin wrong
Strugglin on the daily streets of Palm Beach
Just cause i'm far away don't ever think i'm out of reach
Besides, a 4 hour drive ain't that long
And if I ever pass away my spirits in this song
My spirits in this song
My spirits in this song…
(Chorus)
To you I write this letter
To you I write this letter
I hope it makes you feel better
To you I write this letter
And you I write this letter, unh, yo
To you I write this letter
To you I write this letter
I hope it makes you feel better
To you I write this letter
And you I write this letter, unh
(4x) I often reminisce about the time
When I was yours and you were still mine
It runs through my mind
(2x)
This goes out to you
This goes out to you
This goes out to you, you and you…
Waddup fam?
I ain't forget about ya'll
You already know
I'm many miles away
Best believe
I gotta keep ya'll in my life
Keep the faith, til' I get back
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Lil sistas
Lil sistas'
This for my lil sistas'
Lil Sistas
(Verse 1)
Her pops was a player
Her moms wasn't the best woman but I guess I'll save that story for later
She's hood fabulous 24 karat necklace
Tatoos all over her body
Known as the neighborhood hottie
Cats try to holla but she never pays attention
Her baby daddy ain't shit might I mention
Calling her out her name to only damage her soul
And you can tell it takes a toll
Cause her facebook status says it all
The eyes of a baby doll
A good girl stuck in a bad world
Looking at her as she reciprocates
Seconds of happiness followed by days of sadness
Sometimes it makes me rethink the term “Bad Bitch”
She tries hard to live lavish
Dresses on an elevated status but
Her money's close to average
Sometimes its harder to prioritize
She looks her baby girl deep in her eyes
Which reminds her why
No matter how hard it gets you always have to try
And why she fell in love
As he treats her like one of them hoes up out the club
Tossing twenties to the stripper pole
But he never bought his girl some school clothes…
I guess its the same story we all know...yo
(Chorus)
This for my lil sistas'
I never say it but I miss ya
Lil sistas'
Wish I can hug and kiss ya
Lil sistas'
For everytime he tried to hit ya
Lil sistas'
Wish I could paint a better picture
Lil sistas'
Ain't no better love than self love
Lil sistas'
You can be anything that you dream of
Lil sistas'
I know that I ain't with ya
But I pray the lord protect you and forgive ya
This for my lil sistas
Lil sistas...lil sistas...lil sistas
This for my lil sistas
Lil sistas...lil sistas
This for y'all...unh
(Verse 2)
Her pops was a player
Her moms wasn't the best woman but I guesss
I'll save that story for later
Her friends didn't give a shit about her
But she still gives the benefit before living without her
A hard head makes a soft behind
Sometimes I wonder if she's telling the truth or lying
When she talks about how her momma treats her
Placing another man above her own
It's hard to feel at home when it was only just a place to rest your head
Buckets of tears fills the pillows on her bed
Holding secrets of words she never said
The stress repressed upon her chest
Can't trust her own family nobody to confess
Go to school and get a job that's how she takes a stand
It's hard to give a damn when ya pops don't understand
Cause she wants to take care of her yet he makes demands
On every single solitary plan...damn
It's okay pops I know
Its hard to let her go when you don't wanna see her grow
The one you used to call little girl now is grown and she
Got another seed of her own
Give her room
You hard on her yet you wish to take the pain away
Cause you didn't wanna see her make the same mistake
Even babies gotta walk before they crawl but
Before they learn it all
They gotta fall…
(Chorus)
Lil sistas'
I never say it but I miss ya
Lil sistas'
Wish I can hug and kiss ya
Lil sistas'
For everytime he tried to hit ya
Lil sistas'
Wish I could paint a better picture
Lil sistas'
Ain't no better love than self love
Lil sistas'
You can be anything that you dream of
Lil sistas'
I know that I ain't with ya
But I pray the lord protect you and forgive ya
This for my lil sistas
Lil sistas...lil sistas...lil sistas
This for my lil sistas
Lil sistas...lil sistas
This for y'all...unh
Verse 3 (Adaeze Lyrics)
Your smile has the potential to be so much more genuine
Things were better when as a child
You believed in fairy tales and princesses
Because the damsel in distress was always saved by the
Sons of the king
But for you these prodigal sons
Armed with societal pressures and guns
Dont save you from dragons-they swalllow you whole
Miss the dragons by a mile and puncture you straight in your soul
Feeling trapped in your one bedroom – one dollar bill thin wall tower
Little sister in that solitude I pray you find power
And instead of being afraid of heights
I hope you appreciate the view
Take ownership of your perspective and see that
You're surviving what a lot of women never have to go through
Little sister
I pray you let your hair down
Learn to relax
Keep it natural you don't have to relax
And I know the welfare which casts a generational curse
So you stay walking a mile in a day in your moms shoes
Because your feet has always been the same size
I'm sure its hard to feel like 1 in 6 billion
When you are number 3...or 5
But realize, little sister
Life is what you choose make of it
So go get all the dreams you had time to daydream/daedream
Don't wait for it…
Yeah, from adaeze, to all my little sisters…
Ad-libs (Sheena Jackson)
I said my sisters
And yo sisters
Hey we need to stand together
For the sistas' hey
That's my sister
She's yo sister
That's her sister
My sisters
It's for the sisters
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11. |
Midnight Skeletons
01:45
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It's kinda wild cause I knew the day I let it go
Be the same day I knew that I would have to grow
Seeing visions of the pain I would have to gain
I died a million times to be born again
If it wasn't for the pen I'd be in the pen
Prisoner of my emotions that I held within
Summer nights, on my pops couch
Condensation on my heart from the inside out-unh
It's killin me
Cause I know I gotta sleep
In the same bed that we used to creep
My nightmares seem to be embedded memories
That constantly sneak in my mind as I blink—unh
Friends gone, barely in my zone
And my pride wouldn't let me even call you on the phone
With your heart in mind cause it hardened mine
Now my heart ain't mine and her heart is a mine
And I bartered mine
Her heart and mine cannot intertwine
Souls tied on that dotted line
Asking the heavens to come and give us a sign
In retrospect I should've cashed that check
To live and be a better man without a regret
I ain't perfect
But found my purpose and discovered my self-worth
Thinking I ain't worth shit
But I ain't worthless
Rock bottom, sprinting for the surface
The lows helped me re-appreciate the highs
No longer motivated by forbidden fruit
Rather exist between her eyes than between her thighs
I'm feeling like me again
I can still see the scars yet I'm learning how to be a man
I got a lot to share
But I roam on my own though
Sonny Bono sittin in a chair
Without Cher like she was never there
As I sit upon this balcony where do I stare…
Yeah
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Value
Valve
Tube
Like a pipe
With space
And space makes room for vibrations..
When value meets vibrato
And you put your mind
In earthquake mode
Could you do something
Groundbreaking
For your soul?
See
There's no promise in tomorrow
And time was invented
To measure a dimension of hope;
So what can you count on?
Reach your arms
Outside the radius
And open your palms
Reach outside the radius
Leave minute and hour hands
Dangling out their parameters
So their clock work
Does you no harm
Open your palms
Know that the hands of time
That are dangling
Are also empty and available
For you to get a grip
Clinch
Your
FISTS
Round some scissors and snip away their strings
DO
NOT
BE
A puppet to another man's dreams
Reach outside of the radius
Identify with YOUR animation
Start listening to voices that gain faces in silent spaces
Find your solace young giant
Find your Silence young giant
Make your SILENCE your GIANT!
MAKE YOUR SILENCE YOUR GIANT!
Put your peace in The Quiet
And kneel at the shrine
Of your promise
Then tell me what you find there...
Dont be shy
Go ahead and introduce yourself
...Val(YOU)
Verse 2 (ShayJToday)
I swear we living in our last days
Life's a written book and everyday I turn the page
Damn near cried on the day of my graduation
Called my grandma on the phone and told her that I made it
She was elated just to see another young man
Doing something with his life from out the slums man
These words coming from her mouth
Stayed deep within my mental
Keeping me grounded when i'm on these beats and instrumentals
When working hard sometimes you don't know who you motivatin
Just stay resilient but whatever you do just keep the patience
This for my young bright lights
Let your soul glow
If you don't know what I mean go ask some old folks
Keep your head to the sky but reach for the moon
Don't let nobody tell you what you can't do
Let them haters play the fool
And show love even when it hurts
And keep god first before you reach this universe
Shay-J
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13. |
Alice Rolle Speaks
02:53
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